This too shall pass

It has been kinda rough around here lately. I have been experiencing some bleeding/spotting during this pregnancy, which has been really scary and stressful. Baby seems to be doing well at this point (15 weeks now), but I really would feel more comfortable if the spotting stopped. It has been hard to get excited about this baby since I am afraid that the outcome will be bad. But chances are we will have a healthy little one in August. It's just hard for me to be optimistic. What is especially hard is how my situation affects what I can do with Nic. I am a stay at home mom. I need to be able to play and do stuff with my kid each day. Half the time I need to rest a bit so I feel like I am neglecting him. I know he is ok, but I miss being able to do all the stuff we usually do together. Eric helps out so much, he is wonderful! I feel bad that he works all day and then comes home and works some more, but I know he doesn't mind. We are a team and right now I have to sit on the bench.